#42 The Perfect Breakdown

Today marks a milestone. First time I broke down totally. Looking back, I should have seen it coming.

In any case 2007 is proving to be a very very difficult year.

Difficulties > Windez

When will I look downward to myself enough to look upward?

"Cry In My Heart"

There's a cry in my heart
For Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There's a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are deeper

Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart?
Could I go there with You?
(For I've been here before
Yet I know there's still more
Oh, Lord, I need to know You)

For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?
You are my rock
You are my glory
You are the lifter
Of my head
Lifter of my head

God I pray You lift my head up. It's way too heavy for myself alone...

Way, way, way, way too heavy...