#79 Now I Know Why...
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Some questions in my mind. Just makes me wonder what's real and what's not. And the true meaning of concern, thoughtfulness and family. And how can consistency be expected when consistency is not seen?
Lately I've been feeling like a dumping ground for work. I'd very much like to contribute, but it just rattles me when that contribution seems to be taken too far. Maybe I'm petty, maybe I expect too much? But I'd like to excel over just getting something done for the sake of it.
And tell me if this is a dangerous thought: I'm not perfect myself, so I should just let it be.
Because when I start to think logically, emotionall passively, the alarm lights just keep flashing non-stop. How, how, how...?
God, inspire me, don't let me lose my love for what I do due to such reasons. Let not the discouragements dampen, but the encouragements strengthen.
What's to become of the things we left behind?
Some questions in my mind. Just makes me wonder what's real and what's not. And the true meaning of concern, thoughtfulness and family. And how can consistency be expected when consistency is not seen?
Lately I've been feeling like a dumping ground for work. I'd very much like to contribute, but it just rattles me when that contribution seems to be taken too far. Maybe I'm petty, maybe I expect too much? But I'd like to excel over just getting something done for the sake of it.
And tell me if this is a dangerous thought: I'm not perfect myself, so I should just let it be.
Because when I start to think logically, emotionall passively, the alarm lights just keep flashing non-stop. How, how, how...?
God, inspire me, don't let me lose my love for what I do due to such reasons. Let not the discouragements dampen, but the encouragements strengthen.
What's to become of the things we left behind?
posted by Windez at 12:30 PM
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