#50 Speak.

What an irony it can be that when something goes wrong, its an organisation's fault; no one wants to take blame nor take steps to rectify, as if the festering wound is incurable and beyond hope. I am ranting, yes I am, and at specific attitudes. The faster you run away from the problem, the faster it catches up. Don't kill yourself and bring others along with you. Are YOU stopping the blessings from others?

Then again, there are those who are so make my day.

Just had a nice long unexpected chat with Jodie on the phone with regards to our courses and our attitudes towards our FYPs and other projects. It just struck me; the reason why I feel the way I do is because;

I feel untested, yet there is too much to lose if I fail, in the projects that I am undertaking. Yet, just yet, God is in control, which is why I'm still sane and going strong. Very encouraged even. And then there was Dao's Lunar New Year greetings. A very caring brother; I've seen him grow to care for me, and surprise me with the ocassional outburst of joy. Glad you're in this with me together; JIA YOU! And Jerrome's really heartfelt concern for me all through the week. Can see la, your language of love is obvious. :P But still, remind me of the things that I forget! And the many others who blazed a trail of history upon the pages of my life.

I can't imagine being the Windez I am now, yet I don't regret leaving Khian Wui behind. To be more Christ-like.

Speak into my life.

Overdue.

I'm not ready to throw away the message of salvation and gospel of peace. :)

Question: If you were the only one left in your campus ministry, apart from a new believer, would you take up the cross/cause and soldier on?

I could make it more detailed and frank, but it wouldn't help, would it?