#101 Clueless

What should I say?

RP. RP. RP.

Not a CCA. Nor an IG. Not an events group. Nor a social gathering.

We should be something more.

Something is lacking.

And I don't know how to go about fixing it.

God. Fix a broken ME.

Brings me back to an old song by Backstreet Boys. The trip to Popular brought back memories of my old Discman, a hand me down from my parents, and my second CD.

Remember when we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood we'd never be
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed we never knew
How did I fall in love with you?

Nostaglia beckons.

I choose sleep over the faded reverie.